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It’s hard to see how you’ve fucked up. Even harder when you’re the parent and you’ve fucked up your kid. You never realize when you hold your baby in your arms how many ways you can hurt them. Not intentionally. I never thought parenting would be this hard. How do you fix things that should have never gone wrong. How did those things go so wrong. How do you fuck up those things that you love so much? Hold to tight, let go to soon. How do you even know if anything you do is in their best interest or not.
Maybe just paying for the shrink for the rest of their life is the way to go.
To my kids.
I’m sorry. It’s my fault.